Saturday, July 29, 2006

regret.. but too late..


looking at all the photos i took.. realised tt having a digital cam is really the best invention of man kind.

so many memories so many funny pics.. times i had the most fun.. and even those tt remind me of silly things i had did...

one thing tt makes me sad was that i might never get to have the similar experience staying in hall 4 blk 26... with my roomie.. and my beloved neighbours... the thought of starting sch.. year 2.. marketing.. there are good and bad points... however.. thinking of all the travelling down and stuff... really makes me not motivated... worse still... i have to wake up like 6am to travel down for my 8.30am lessons.... how??? dear god...pls be with me as i endured this period of testing time.....

i thought of 2 possibilities that might happen...

1) i change my wed class to tues.. in this way.. i wont go down for just a 8.30am to 10.30am lecture but i get to stay longer.. and make it more meaningful.... and.. i will get a wednesday free day... at least wont be so tired for midwk...in this way.. even if i dun get a place in hall.. travelling for 3 mornings is still much better den 4 mornings...

2) if.. and only if.. i cant get a slot for tues.. which mean i have only one lecture at 8.30am... and no break on wed... i really pray and hope tt i will get a place in hall 4.... despite the fact tt i prefer to stay at home... hall life is actually really fun....

looking at my hall photos... really remind me how i managed to know really great friends.... people like xueying.. so glad tt i can still be same class as her in marketing... eliza.... always there to help me... and even huizhuang.. my spiritual confidant... haiz... what will i do without u guys to start off my next semesters.....

it is a choice i had made.. i chose to give up my hall "happening events" and avoided all my committment and responsibilities.... thus i din get enough pts......

but i din regret it.... hee.. the only thing i can do it.. pray tt god will grant me with the best alternative... in any way it happen...

i will try to imitate phi4... CONTENTMENT!!!!

dear all..
pray tt i can adjust to my new timetable and my sch life...
year 2 marketing.. here i come:0

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