exciting life ahead of me...

who is afraid.. turning old-er.. haha..

turning 2.1. so soon.... counting down alre...

celebrated many of my good friends' 21st bday... give me mixed feelings..

i cant wait to celebrate mine.. yet.. i also dun want it to come so soon.. for one thing i know.. when i celebrate mine.. my best friends will be celebrating their 22nd birthday... hahaha... time flies man...

recently been so self-focused...haven been contributing much.. to ministry, to people around me.. felt that i m just so absorbed being discouraged.. not willing to give to ppl. but.. i want to.. i want to make tt decision that i need to get in touch with people around me.. to develop that bond with people. any one of u who wants to be my friend...

being involved with each others' lifes:
meaning.. sharing abt anything that makes us happy or sad....caring, encouraging and spurring one another on when we are down. definitely doing silly things together... and praying for each other when we dun noe what to do and who to turn to anymore...

i m grateful that there are many ppl in my life tt i can feel close with.. to do silly things with and still enjoy myself....

i tink i need to be the first.. to start making this change.. to everyone..i care.. not just being contented with the occasion ' how re u' and praying for u... it just reminds me once again abt the verse in the bible...we need to do much more.. especially if it is within our own abilities...

we cant just wait for people to knock on our door and beg for help.. and just say come back the next day instead of helping them immediately.. we got to love with actions.. faith with deeds.... i got to repent.. i need to love.. not just verbalising it.. but really showering people ard me with love.. people like my parents, my small group, my sisters, my brothers... to impact friends... we got to love...=)

good nitey!